Healing my relationship with the Divine (Part 2)

I am going to continue sharing about my relationship with the Divine in this post. After my spiritual awakening and discovering my most beloved spiritual teacher and Master, I started to heal very deeply. I discovered through Master Sha's teachings that our negative karma blocks us in every aspect. Master Sha shares that the Divine is always talking to us but we often can't hear from the Divine because of our own karmic blockages. With healing of my karma through the services that Master Sha was offering, my heart started to open. My spiritual channels started to open. My heart started to heal very deeply. To my surprise, I started to miss God more and more. At night I would hold both my arms up and cry. Another amazing thing happened, profound poetry about praises of God started to flow out of my mouth. I didn't know anything about poetry before this time. My mother has done some poetry in her life when she was in college way before I was born. I showed my mother some of the poetry I was flowing and she was shocked. She asked me how do I know how to write like this? I had no answer. These praises were coming from my heart like a lover missing his/her beloved. I felt the deep longing. I felt the deep love. I felt good missing the Divine though. I felt very close to Divine in my heart.

Finally, It was in 2011 that I heard from Divine for the first time. I had an experience of Divine love which lasted for hours. I heard his sweet voice. I felt his sweet love in my veins, blood and every part of my body. All the cells in my body danced. I felt I was in the arms of God for hours. I came out of the room where I was praying, intoxicated with his love. Every cell in my body was feeling like a mother holding her baby with deep love. I came to my Mom and I couldn't express how I was feeling. Tears started to flow and I curled up near her in deep love. My Mom understood something profound was happening to me and she let me be. I knew in that instance that once someone knows Divine love, there is nothing else in the world that can be more satisfying.

Not too long after that day, I had another experience where I started to hear God in everything. I started to feel Divine presence everywhere. I cried with love many times. One day, my brother rescued a turtle and brought this turtle home. After few days of the turtle being in the house, I went to the aquarium and started to look at the turtle. As I connected with the turtle, I saw my beloved Divine in this turtle's eyes. Tears started to flow. From that day forward, I could deeply connect with the animals. I could see Divinity in all beings. I am so grateful for this experience as it helped me to love and respect all beings. One day, at work I unconsciously hit a wall with something I was holding for fun and all of the sudden I felt the wall. That day my heart opened further and I went back to the wall and said sorry. I could feel everything and everyone has a soul. I became respectful towards all living and non living things. This was all possible with Master Sha's teachings. I can never express my gratitude enough.

I will continue to share my story in the future posts but today I would like to share another video for healing and blessing. May you heal deeply. May you have Divine experiences. May you see the divinity in all.

listen to this video few times. Heal your Shen Qi Jing blockages and connect with the Divine deeply.