HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 12)

This is my 12th post for Special Holiday Healing Blessings. In this post, I would like to offer a healing blessing for "Forgiving Yourself".

I have struggled with much guilt in this lifetime. My spiritual mentor use to tell me all the time, "Avi forgive yourself". I was holding on to this deep sadness and burden for my own mistakes. I have felt very heavy in my life until I met Master Sha. After meeting Master Sha, I became aware of my own negative karma which created more deep sadness in me. At times, I didn't feel like living anymore. I was also raised with some heavy mindsets. The guilt became part of my life from an early age. 

A few years ago, I was dealing with deep heart pain and sadness around my own negative karma. I was having breakdowns. I was feeling guilty all the time. I was always feeling I am not doing enough and at the same time I didn't know how to even begin the things that I wanted to do. In the middle of all this I had an amazing spiritual experience. One day Mother Guan Yin spoke to me. She said, "My daughter, don't give up. Every day start all over again. Give yourself chances to start all over again". Then another time she said "Give yourself a timeline to heal". Rather then struggling everyday, I started to give myself timelines. This wisdom has really served me. At the moment I have given myself a timeline to help to move through a major challenge that I am facing. Rather than feeling guilty about it, I am doing purification practices and not dwelling on it anymore. Give yourself a gift of starting all over again. Be kind to yourself. You can give as many chances as you want. Love and forgive yourself. If you stay in the guilt and pain, you will struggle a lot. Heaven sent me help because I was struggling for a very long time. Now, I would rather be in gratitude then guilt. I hope this wisdom helps you too.

Leave a message on this blog post and receive a healing blessing for forgiving yourself. May you prevail from your blockages. May you deeply forgive and love yourself. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 11)

This is my 11th post for Special Holiday Healing Blessings. In this post, I would like to offer a blessing to "See Your Life in Positive Light".

I am going to share some wisdom that I have learned while following Master Sha. Every situation changes. This is the yin and yang of life. If you are happy, you will experience sadness too. If you are experiencing the low of your life, you will experience high too. If you have been successful, you will experience the opposite too. We come on the earth to experience the yin and yang of life. We learn from the duality of life. We are here to experience blessings and lessons. If you keep this in your mind then you are looking at your life from a higher perspective. Enjoy the blessings. Enjoy the lessons. Enjoy while you are here. Transform and change for the best.

In my personal life, me and my partner started to look at everything in our life as a bonus. A few years ago, Master Sha saved my life and then in 2013 he saved my partner's life. Since then we knew that we weren't suppose to live if it wasn't for our beloved Master Sha and Heaven. Now, that we are here everything and every moment is a bonus for us. We are living our life from this perspective. Our life is been beautiful. We have much love. We have much gratitude for what we have. We have been traveling. We have been serving. We transform our blockages quickly. We also have much purification which is also needed to keep progressing on our soul's journeys. It is been amazing. 

Find a way to see your life in positive light. Ask heaven to help you to do so. It can be different for different people. I am honored to offer a healing to everyone who leaves a message on this blog to help see your life in positive light. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 10)

This is the 10th post for Special Holiday Healing Blessings. In this post, I would like to offer a blessing for "Positive Speech".

My spiritual Master has been sharing much wisdom about speech for a very long time. He shares that we don't need to talk about countless things, but can chant instead. Chant mantras to purify your heart and soul. He has also shared about a sacred sentence that says "don't let the mantra leave your mouth".  Master Sha asks his students to chant all the time. Chanting can actually help us move through karmic blockages. I am so grateful that I am beginning to understand this wisdom now. Indeed, it took me a very long time. Master Sha also shares our words are messages that we giving out to everyone and the universe. What kind of message would you like to give out? I want it to be positive, hopeful and helpful. Everything is Karma. Our speech can cause much damage and at the same used positively can use to help, guide and make others happier and healthier. Whatever you put out, will come back to you many folds. Lets try our best to serve with our speech.

Please leave a message and receive a healing blessing to develop positive speech. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 9)

This is the 9th post for Special Holiday Healing Blessings. In this post, I would like to offer a healing blessing for "being flexible". 

Yesterday, I woke up around 4AM in the morning with this profound 'AHA' that everything is flexible. In one of the recent retreats, my beloved spiritual Master told his students to stay flexible because Heaven is also flexible. Another time my spiritual Master shared that everyone changes on the soul journey. If you are one way, you will experience the other way too. If you feel you are a soft person, you will become a strong person and vice versa. We are all learning and changing. Especially when we are on a purification journey. Every time I've attended a Master Sha retreat, I have changed further in my heart and soul. The continuous shower of love and light in Master Sha's retreat heals many, many karmic blockages. 

In my personal life, I have some very strong views about life, which are all changing. Whenever I had a strong reaction to anything in my life that I didn't like in others, sooner or later I found it in myself. So last night when I woke up I was dreaming about my spiritual Master. I was told how we keep on talking and talking about ourselves & others, and believing in some views but nothing is the absolute truth. Everything is changing. How can I say I am this and that when I am constantly changing? For a moment, I felt speech is not important unless used to help or guide others. Master Sha shares that we "shouldn't waste our words. Use your speech to do good". This was the first time in my life that I felt this way. I am so grateful to my beloved spiritual Master for this transformation. I am learning to remain flexible in my views, speech, beliefs, commenting about others, life events and more. 

Please Share your insights. Leave a message on this blog post and receive healing to be flexible. Love you all so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 8)

This is the 8th post of Special Holiday Healing Blessings. In this post, I will continue to share from the last post about comparisons and healing comparison to others. I will like to share the two powerful heavenly guidances I have received around comparisons that helped me so much.

First: You are your Karma. It has nothing do with others. Your blessings and lessons are unique to your soul history. In the moments of struggle related to the issue of comparison, see a golden road in front of you going to heaven. See yourself walking alone. Everything and everyone else trying to stop you walking straight on this road to heaven is a distraction or your karma. Don't let it get to you. Just keep walking straight on the golden path. Close your eyes and visualize walking straight to heaven.

The second guidance was very direct. After much healing work, I slipped back into my old patterns. I was given guidance lately again by a high level spiritual teacher not to compare myself with others. It could really block my soul journey. I knew heaven is trying to help me so I can continue to walk on the path of love and light. So one day in the middle of mindless comparison I heard a voice so strong. I knew the voice was of the Divine with my "direct knowing spiritual channel". The Divine said " WOULD YOU RATHER COMPARE OR BE IN MY HEART?" I was a little shocked but then a big smile formed. I said "I WANT TO BE IN YOUR HEART". From that day forward, whenever the comparison thoughts come, I repeat to myself that I would rather be in Divine's heart. I feel so strong with this guidance now. I am able to feel happy for others for their success now without comparing myself.

I really want to help you to move through this blockage if you are experiencing the same. You can even message me privately. I can offer you some powerful healing through my soul healing service. Please leave a message on the blog and receive a free healing blessing for being happy for others success.

Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 7)

This is the 7th post for Special Holiday Healing Blessings. In this post, I would like to offer a healing blessing for "not comparing yourself to others".

I have struggled all my life with the habit of comparing myself with others. I always felt less than others. It started very early in my life when my family and relatives started to compare me with my elder sister. I didn't understand the effects of it at the time when this all started until later in my life. I was always trying to be someone else. I am still healing this part of me. There is so many layers to it for me. I completely understand that this my own karma. I might have made mistakes around the "comparison" in my previous lifetimes. This type of karma created some negative feelings about successful people around me. As I am learning about love and forgiveness from my beloved spiritual master, I felt really sad about my thoughts around others people's success. I couldn't take it anymore. So I went for some high level healing around it. I didn't want to think negative anymore. I wanted to be happy for others and stop comparing myself with others. I wanted to be happy for who I am.

I received 2 big guidances around comparison that helped me tremendously. I have shared one already in one of my blog posts but I will share it again. The other one, I just received it few days ago. I will continue to share these guidances in my next post. I will be offering a healing blessing for being happy for others success in my next post. Leave a message on this blog and receive a healing blessing for not comparing yourself to others.

Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 6)

This is the 6th post for Special Holiday Healing Blessings. In this post I would like to offer a blessing to heal "Pain of Rejection".

I haven't met anyone in this lifetime that doesn't want to be accepted. Everyone wants to be accepted by their families, friends, siblings, colleagues, communities, religious groups and more. Everyone is looking to belong. Rejection causes a very deep pain in humanity. We are all looking for love. I have observed from my own experiences that the pain of rejection can lead us to do some not so healthy things like closing our hearts, becoming judgmental and critical of others, closing heart to love and forgiveness and more. If you felt rejected by someone in your lifetime, please open your heart to them. Do a forgiveness practice and accept that person for who that person is. If it causes you a deep pain then do some healing work around it. There could be heavy karmic blockages related to that particular person or situation that needs deeper and continuous healing. Make sure you don't reject anyone anymore. Accept people for who they are. Accept that everyone is here on Mother Earth learning their own unique lessons. You are your karma and so are the other people. I haven't seen anyone perfect so far. We all have something improve. I look at Mother Earth as an amazing school where we learn lessons and enjoy blessings. See life from your soul's perspective.

So now think about few people that you need to do forgiveness practice with. Literally tell their souls that you accept them for who they are. Tell them that you love them. I will do the same. I will be honor to offer a healing blessing to heal the pain of rejection within you. May you heal. May you accept others for who they are. May we love each other more deeply. Leave a message on the blog and receive.

Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 5)

This is the 5th post for Special Holiday Healing Blessings. In this post, I would like to offer a healing blessing for "Opening your heart to honor your spiritual fathers and mothers".

Yesterday, I woke up and went to my altar. I bowed down in respect. I asked heaven what should I do today? I heard do a forgiveness practice with "Ami Tou Fuo" and chant the mantra "Namo Ami Tou Fuo. When I started to chant, I felt I needed to do a very deep forgiveness practice. I felt in my soul and heart, I had not realized the power of this mantra and power of Ami Tou Fou. I became aware of my blockages around this mantra. I continued with a deep forgiveness practice and some healing work related to opening my heart to this precious mantra and beloved "Ami Tou Fuo". I felt big relief and I chanted "Namo Ami Tou Fou" for a long time. During the chanting I realized how big of an honor it is to chant this mantra. I cried with gratitude that I was allowed to heal my blockages so I can move further in my soul journey. I felt my heart purifying while chanting. I literally saw in my 3rd eye that Ami Tou Fou took my soul to the Pure Land (A place in heaven) and held my hand. I cried and cried with total awe and gratitude. I kept asking for forgiveness at the same time. This was a very purifying experience for me.

I have chanted the Mantra 'Namo Ami Tou Fou' a lot in this lifetime but I haven't felt the honor this way.  I used work in the hospital so I chanted this mantra for all the transitioned souls in the hospital. I felt a great connection but not as deep as I felt yesterday. Today I would like to offer all of you a healing blessing for opening your heart to honor your spiritual fathers and mothers so you can feel this honor. Leave a message on this blog and receive.

Thank you so much for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 4)

This is the 4th post for Holiday Healing Blessings. I will continue to share about the judgements and projections onto others. Recently, I became aware that some people very near me sometimes can't hear me. This has been going on for a few months now. Whenever I am in Canada with my parents and my brother, I feel at times they can't hear me. Now that I am in the USA with my partner, I feel the same with him. One day I told my partner "you can't hear me anymore". The very next day, I received a deep AHA that it was me. Always it was me. My external reality was the manifestation of my internal reality. I went deeper into my heart and saw that for some time there is this voice in me telling me to make some changes and I am not listening. With this insight, the things in my physical reality have already shifted. I am so grateful for this learning experience.

Today I will like to offer a special holiday healing blessing for Awareness of Judgements and Projections Within You. If you become aware that you are projecting or judging, then it is easy to come out the cycle. May you become aware and heal. I love you all so much. Leave a message on the blog and receive a healing blessing. 

Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 3)

This is the 3rd post for the holiday season. In this post, I am honored to offer a special Holiday Season Blessing for “Healing Judgments and Projections onto Others” to everyone who leaves a message on this blog.

A few months ago, I had a deep insight about looking into my own heart before blaming others. On our journeys, we are responsible for our own actions and behaviors. Master Sha shares that the root cause of everything is Karma. Your Karma determines your reality. If there is something you are receiving that you don’t like then most likely you had put that energy out somewhere on your soul ‘s journey. It is coming back to teach you something. It is better to concentrate on the lesson rather than blaming others. I feel layers of healing with this aspect already but I can always heal further. Lets continue check our own hearts first for the lesson before blaming others. Lets continue to purify our hearts so we can love others.

I hope you become aware some of your patterns so you may heal further. Remember, whatever you put out, will come back to you manyfold. I remember someone that I have to ask forgiveness from as I am writing this post. Who do you have to ask forgiveness from for your judgements and projections? I love you all so much. May we all transform and serve in highest love and forgiveness. Don’t forget to share your insights. In the next post I will share a my story of projections that I received an insight about. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 2)

This is 2^nd post for the holiday season. In this post I will offer a special Holiday Healing Blessing for “Gratitude”.

Where you put your mind is where the energy goes.  If you  stay in gratitude, you will attract more to be grateful for. I was praying to have positive and beautiful thinking. During the past Tao Retreats, I received a healing blessing from my beloved spiritual Master for having a beautiful and positive thinking mind. I felt I had a beautiful mind growing up but somewhere in this purification journey, I started to experience some thought patterns that aren’t so positive.  Master Sha shares that on the purification journey, everything comes on the surface to heal. I am still trying to heal this part of me. As I was thinking to write this post, I had an insight. Gratitude can truly change our negative thinking.  Now think about few things that you need to change or transform and turn it into gratitude. I have quite a few. If you feel comfortable please share in the comment box below.  So for me, one thing that bothers me the most in my life is “me”. Yes, me. I have these high expectations from myself. I feel guilty very easily.  I become aware of what I need to transform and I am not able to make the changes easily. I know I have hope with my spiritual Master because I have already transformed countless things. So for me I am going to be grateful for whom I am today.  I am grateful for who I am at this time.  I will continue to pray for transformation but I am grateful for all the mistakes that I am guilty of.  I am grateful for my negative mind because it taught me about unconditional gratitude. I will try to turn everything into gratitude. 

Share your insights. Leave a message and receive a blessing for gratitude.  I will be honored to offer you a healing blessing. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 1)

I want to dedicate few posts to serve in this holiday season.  I will be offering a special Holiday Healing Blessing to everyone who leaves a message on this blog. 

Today I would like to offer a healing blessing to “let go of things that you can’t control”. 

I have been experiencing a great deal of impatience in my heart and soul. I am watching my actions closely. I am praying for transformation. I continue to see and observe so many things that I need transformation for. I continued to feel anxious about it too. I had an AHA moment while I was going through some anxiousness.  I have to let go and be grateful for everything.  And then another insight came to me that this is truly a test of Trust in God. So I literally started to repeat to myself:

“I trust Heaven. I trust in the Divine. I trust that everything that is happening is what I need for my highest good at this time. I trust in this universe.  I am so very grateful for everything.” 

Remember to ask for transformation and then let go. Remember to be grateful. When you let go and let it be, you can start feeling the peace in your heart. I am going to offer a special Holiday Healing Blessing to everyone who leaves a message on this blog.  I hope this post will serve you! 

Thank you for being part of my soul journey.