Healing my relationships with the Divine (Part4)

In this blog post, I will continue to share more experiences with The Divine. After having beautiful experiences, I started to feel a very deep pain in my heart. I started to feel abandoned. I felt the Divine didn't care about me. I didn't understand at that time why I was having these feelings. I continued to experience pain in my heart. Master Sha shares when a person starts to walk on a soul journey consciously, many lifetimes worth of experiences will come up to the surface for the purpose of healing and learning. Master Sha also explains that the soul journey is not an easy journey. In fact it is a painful journey. All the pain, experiences, lessons and karma started to get even more active in me. Then I started to cry with a feeling of abandonment from the Divine and many other relationships.

One day I went to the Divine Temple (Master Sha's Soul Healing Centre) in Scarborough. There was a workshop going on called 'Receiving Message from your Heavenly Fathers and Mothers'. When my turn came to ask a question, I asked about this feeling of abandonment from the Divine. I received a reading and explanation which helped me to heal. One of the Masters in the workshop shared about a lifetime where I was a big devotee of the Divine. I was living in a village and serving people. One day something happened and the whole village was burned. I felt the Divine had abandoned me. I carried a very deep pain and hurt in my heart from that lifetime. It was up for healing because this is not the truth. The Divine was always with me. Once I heard this the pain went away. I learned in my soul journey that all we experience that has caused deep pain is actually a deep lesson that our soul has learned. When I was remembering my experiences, I started to learn my deep soul lessons. I also saw that to feel whole again with everything and everyone, these experiences need to heal. So actually this all was a blessing. I am so grateful for all the experiences.

Today I am going to offer a very special blessing for the people who will leave a comment at the bottom of this blog post. This is a blessing from my Divine Temple Soul. As a Divine Channel, I have access to this special soul. This blessing is to heal any deep pain that you are experiencing at this time and also to see the lesson in it. The Divine is actually very kind and loving. The Divine wants us to learn the lesson and heal. The Divine loves us and forgives us. The Divine wants to heal us. I bow down to the Divine in deepest gratitude.

Thank you for being part of my soul journey. Thank you for reading this blog.