Healing my relationship with the Divine

Today I am going to write about a very special relationship which is my relationship with the Divine. There is so much to write about when it comes to this relationship so I will write a few blog posts about this sacred relationship. As I write this blog, there is this indescribably pleasant feeling in the middle of chest. I feel Divine's profound love for all. I feel Divine's love for me. 

Growing up I connected with the Divine the way my parents taught me which was through chanting and reading the holy book. I would talk to Divine in the temples and ask for blessings which were mostly about my education. I carried many mind blockages about the Divine as many cultures do. For example: the rich people forget about Divine so its better to be poor etc and etc. I went to temple and started to ask exactly that but my intent as a small girl was to be with the Divine even through these various mindsets. In my teen years, everyday my family would sit together and chant. I have the most beautiful memories about these chanting sessions. I remember the feeling in my heart. I remember life felt worth living. These chanting sessions went on for few years and then a time came when everyone got busy. This is the time when I went into deep depression not knowing what was wrong with me or why. I hid my deep depression for years. I drifted away from the Divine. 

I would remember the Divine here and there but there was no deep connection anymore. My karma got me and I went deeper and deeper into anxiety and depression. I was deep in many types of challenges when one of my friends suggested that I write a letter to God and tell him how I felt. I first laughed but after a few days I decided to write the letter. I still have that letter with me. When I started to write the letter, I wanted to be angry and complain about all the challenges in my life but instead I was so much in gratitude. I connected to the truth of Divine in that moment. I connected to his love and knowing that the Divine is perfect. After writing that letter, in a few months I had my spiritual awakening. This was the most significant year of my life. I found my spiritual Master's book which connected me to God in a very profound way. I will share the rest of the story in my next blog post. 

I would like you to have a Divine experience so I am attaching a beautiful healing video. Listen to this video for few times at least and receive blessings. Thank you for reading this blog. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.