HOLIDAY HEALING BLESSINGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS (Day 13)

This is my 13th post for Special Holiday Healing Blessings. In this post, I would like to offer a healing blessing for "making a change you've needed to make for a long time".

I would like to share my personal experience about changes. First of all, I love changes and transformations that come easily and flow into my life naturally. I have lived a very dynamic life. I can describe my life as a roller-coaster ride. All sorts of changes sit pretty good with me. I accept everything, it doesn't matter good or bad. So the challenge for me came when I started to think as a spiritual being. I had these definitions in my mind for how a spiritual being should be. Everything was going well until I went on a very deep testing and purification journey in year 2012. All the definitions that I was living, all of a sudden I couldn't continue. It felt like I was failing every test. I had so much resistance from myself. The image of how a spiritual being should be started to crumble down. I started to have much guilt for this. It was this year that I got it: I have to be WHO I AM and keep purifying.

This year, I started to feel better about myself. I knew that the Divine didn't want me to live like some mind created definitions but wanted me to be my authentic self. I am so grateful for this now. Thanks to Master Sha for all the karma cleansing, healing and blessings. I feel better about myself day by day.

A few months ago, another type of testing and purification about 'changes' started for me. I am feeling many of us go through this testing. I would do a flow or receive a message from Heaven about what needs to be changed in me but for some reason I couldn't seem to make that change. Be honest, how many people are going through this kind of testing? I was going through this for awhile. I knew what I needed to change but it was not coming to me naturally anymore like before. I could feel how many soul, mind, and body blockages I had around making positive changes. So I started to do spiritual practice for these changes. It feels very heavy when you know you need to change something and you can't. Much guilt also arises from this experience. I was persistent with some things and finally, last week, one big change came. This time the change didn't come easily and I did have to put in an effort. I am so grateful for this experience. This was something that I have not experienced before.

Today, it is my honor to offer you a healing blessing for one change that you know you have to make and you can't because of your karmic blockages around it. Please be persistent. Keep doing your spiritual practices to make that change. I believe with Master Sha's teaching for can transform anything. I love you all so much. Thank you for being part my soul journey.