I have struggled with much guilt in this lifetime. My spiritual mentor use to tell me all the time, "Avi forgive yourself". I was holding on to this deep sadness and burden for my own mistakes. I have felt very heavy in my life until I met Master Sha. After meeting Master Sha, I became aware of my own negative karma which created more deep sadness in me. At times, I didn't feel like living anymore. I was also raised with some heavy mindsets. The guilt became part of my life from an early age.
A few years ago, I was dealing with deep heart pain and sadness around my own negative karma. I was having breakdowns. I was feeling guilty all the time. I was always feeling I am not doing enough and at the same time I didn't know how to even begin the things that I wanted to do. In the middle of all this I had an amazing spiritual experience. One day Mother Guan Yin spoke to me. She said, "My daughter, don't give up. Every day start all over again. Give yourself chances to start all over again". Then another time she said "Give yourself a timeline to heal". Rather then struggling everyday, I started to give myself timelines. This wisdom has really served me. At the moment I have given myself a timeline to help to move through a major challenge that I am facing. Rather than feeling guilty about it, I am doing purification practices and not dwelling on it anymore. Give yourself a gift of starting all over again. Be kind to yourself. You can give as many chances as you want. Love and forgive yourself. If you stay in the guilt and pain, you will struggle a lot. Heaven sent me help because I was struggling for a very long time. Now, I would rather be in gratitude then guilt. I hope this wisdom helps you too.
Leave a message on this blog post and receive a healing blessing for forgiving yourself. May you prevail from your blockages. May you deeply forgive and love yourself. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.
thank you for this post Master Avninder. I am grateful that I saw this. This wisdom from you and a few others has served me very well. I am so grateful to connect with it again and go deeper into the purification and gratitude. I am so grateful for the opportunities I have to purify. I will give myself space to purify and heal more and more.
ReplyDeletelove you! thank you! bow down to you.
Kayla
Wow! Beautiful AND powerful! This is exactly what I needed to hear today! Thank you, Master Avi. You are an inspiration.
ReplyDeleteBeloved Master Avninder: As I said before, but will repeat. your holiday blogs, are very profound, very deep. You do inspire us, as much by your humanity, as by your Divinity . I love the advice from Guan Yin, and will attempt to practice it also. A timeline, how creative. Self forgiveness, is for me, the most challenging of all spiritual practices. The biggest stumbling block. Thank you once again, my beloved one. Happy New Year, May the Divine shower you with flowers and blessings in 2016. All my love, forever.
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year beloved Master Avninder. And what a big blessing to start the new year with forgiving yourself unconditionally. Thank you for your lovr and wisdom. I am forgiveness. You are forgiveness. We are one. We are one. With Da Ai & Da Gan En. Janine
ReplyDeleteThank you,Master Avninder! I am so loving these posts which are allowing me to share the blockages and challenges that I face ,that we all face in one way, or another.I have felt a lot of sadness and grief, and pray it can be transformed into self love by way of forgiveness of self.I too have felt the guilt and shame of knowing things I have done to another soul to cause them pain and suffering...Greatest Gratitude and Love,for your love. Caring and compassionate soul and unconditional service .I would like to have gratitude truly from my heart for all things ,all spiritual testings to be the 10 Da's.I ask that I be able to transform all blockages to self love and self forgiveness.May you have the happiest of New Years full of love,peace and harmony,joy and prosperity!TyTyTyLyLyLyCbdCbdCbd
ReplyDeleteDearest Mona K, Darlene P, Pat J, Nefize N, Tatiana T, Kayla H, Lisa M, Shirley M, Janine and Sharon T. I love you all so much. Thank you for sharing you hearts here. I am so very grateful. Thank you so much. Receive the healing for Forgiving Yourself. Thank you for allowing me to serve you. LYLYLY
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